Update: New Design

New design in the store.. the Koi Fish.. i've always love Koi fish .. since i was young watching them in a pool in a restaurant in the Philippines or in aquariums or man made ponds in backyards..Koi's made me feel a peace.. so here's my tribute to them.. i wanted this for a tattoo.. but we'll see..

On another note.. couldn't believe i was having a hard time with FLASH today.. it kept crashing.. i almost punched the screen.. but no worries i didn't.. i just looked at the koi and i was fine..so new design so please check it out HERE in the gallery section.

Thought Bubble of the Day: "When is enough, enough?"

in the process

In the process of finishing a design by tonight.. will update as soon as i get it done :D.. hopefully by tonight :D

Thought Bubble of the day: "i've noticed that i do certain things that people have called me an idiot for but yet i see those same fools doing what i do.. who's the idiot now? Hahahaha"

Update

(the Outlaw King..with the Phillippine Sun and Stars)

Updated the site last night since i put a new design in the store last night so please check out http://www.cafepress.com/pillowbrand/7231385 to check out the new design.. It's my outlaw nature hahahaha..

Just letting u know the site will be continuely updated until i am happy with it.. and of course when there are new designs or exclusives. if you haven't done so already please check out the site HERE.

Aside from that days been good so far. Just wondering if there is anything wrong with Facebook since i can't update my pillowbrand page there since it won't let me go through. I click it and nothing happens. I'll just update through here :D.

Thought Bubble for the day: "People make excuses, Hustler's Hustle. Live Life like a King, Die Like an Outlaw."

it's done...finally...

so was working on the site last night.. finally finished it.. and wouldn't u know it.. when things were going fine that's when i would f something up.. oh well it is what it is..hehehe

but hopefully you guys enjoy what i created and no worries i'll keep updating it when i do more stuff..and please bear with the page.. it's a pretty big flash file :D.. didn't know how to cut it down.. but i'll do it one of these days :D..

so check out http://www.pillowbrand.com it's been updated.

Thought Bubble of the Day: "Never stay up when your body's telling you to sleep..or you'll be like me ..dead man walking.. damnit"

New Website

please check out the new design on the website :D

http://www.pillowbrand.com

so tired..

(what i was working on this weekend)

(me so tired from working on the website)

was working on my website this weekend.. hoping i got the kinks out of it.. and just tweaking the page itself. What i find hard in working with this is the fact that either i forgot to do something.. or changing everything cuz it doesn't seem right. I did about 5 rechanges last night since i was not happy with the end result. And as am typing this am remembering something that i forgot to do so i'm going to have to change that i think but i hope not.

Came up with new designs so am thinking the drawing block has been lifted hhehehe...Hopefully it has..

Aside from that.. Jersey is still Hot.. i need to get my own place.. and i just need to get my life back into some kind of order. Thank gosh for my PS3 and that it's working so far..at least i took some frustration out yesterday but then again i got the frustration back since i think the good players come on at 8pm and on.. must play before hahahah.

Thought Bubble of the day: "There are some people that talk a lot of shit(i Know i still do but i do what i say i do most of the times nowadays) so how do you go about pointing this out to them in tactful manner?? hmm.. i know.. just tell them they full of shit hahahaah"

I have drawing block.. :(

Thought Bubble: "How long have you give give before you said anything to your significant other and did it make a difference?"

Stupid Office trainers

(no doodle again so tired and exhausted to do one)

My babie started a new job(congrats to her :D) and she's nervous because she wants to do good.. but her trainer i think sucks. She yells, or when she has a questions she answers her with another question. How is that good training?

Isn't the job of the trainer to train people so when they have questions they can rely on her? i've trained people in my job and i saw that you get more bees with honey than vinegar. Meaning that if you're nicer to people and you actually help them out.. they tend to excel better rather than yelling at them or getting mad at them. But there are some exceptions when the same person keeps asking the same question after you showed them 50 times.(been there and you do not like me when u make me angry.. u just can't cure stupid though)

In my previous job, i was trained by one of the best managers i had. He trained with patience cuz he knew i wouldn't get it right away. But once he let me go and just be myself and let me ask questions that he would answer with patience in a week he could've left me alone and i would be able to do his job and then some. But i've also had trainers who thought i was stupid..but i just made them look stupid since they didn't know how to train me and their managers saw it.

So to my office trainers who are better than most.. keep doing it and to my office trainers who think they are higher than everyone else.. stop because ur shit stinks just like mine.. maybe even worse because of that shit u eat. hahaha

Thought Bubble of the day " you'll get more bees with honey rather than vinegar. stupid motherfuckers"

google chrome is freaking me out

No doodle for today.. not in the mood cuz i didn't know what i wanted to talk about this morning..the site is going to be up soon.. just kind of got side tracked..

Damn.. google chrome was doing fine this morning then all of a sudden.. the flash player stop working..Had to reboot.. and there you go .. i think it's working for now.. heheehe

Thought bubble of the Day: "You just can't really cure Stupid; how do you ask to become permanent when you were hired as temp because we are closing? dumbass"

Losing my Job again..

(me on my road of life.. it looks paved but its not.. i just passed another bump)

losing your job isn't the best feeling in the world.. experienced it when i was 23 years old. 10 years later am going through it again. I was just told yesterday that i will be losing my job again.. this is the third time they told us about this.. the first time was in september of last year and we were scheduled to be gone by may of this year.. then in February where they extended our sentence to Dec. 31 and then yesterday when they finally put an ending date in september... but its ok.. i've been on this road before..

but right now i just want to sit down on the road.. and just look far ahead for a bit..

Thought bubble for the day.. "it seems like every time i finally take a step forward..something happens to make me go 3 steps back.."

Old man Crinks

(old man me)

Ok was supposed to get up this morning for my workout but last week i didn't really get some sleep so this was a catch up weekend for sleep... but alas..i still couldn't catch up on sleep. I would still get up and still feel so tired.

So this morning, my lower back was killing me since i did shrugs last week for shoulders that might have injured my lower back or at least strained it. Damn i feel like an old man.. every time i get up from sitting down i feel like my whole back is going to lock hehehe..

My back has always been a problem with me since i am heavy set. Most heavy set people have back problems(not all) and i belong in that category. but i've started losing weight(in 2 months and one week i've lost 59 pounds woohoo) and started to trying to get my body back into shape but this morning my body just couldn't get up. No worries though, a good night sleep tonight and then tomorrow morning i'll be raring to go. Maybe i'll feel like am 25 again when i reach my goal weight. Ha!! not likely.. ahahhaha

Bike Ride and Sadness

(fat ninja.. where fort art thou.. sigh)

went for a bike ride in the morning about a half hour.. got my sweat going.. twas nice.. but before that i had epic sadness...

Fat Ninja is one of my designs and i can't find it anywhere.. i thought hey i have the FLASH file so let me just redo it.. but it was my previous version.. not the new version..this is why never save it in two places, was doing it for awhile since i work off a laptop and i forgot to import that one updated file.. i can get the pic but not the file back... sigh.

and i never got the chance to put into my HD.. damnit.. epic sigh...

Thought bubble of the day "Have you become more absentmindedly lately? cuz i have.."

Dear Mr. Naked Man in the LA Fitness Locker Room..

Dear Mr. Naked Man,

I know you are proud of your body.. and you like showing it off but you are showing it off to the wrong crowd when u decide to bare it all next to me. You have a towel, i've seen it, but for some odd reason you don't care to hide ur masculinity. You rather would like to have the towel on your shoulder. That's fine and all but mr dingle might get cold so i would suggest putting it around him..

I moved to another locker, you are there. I wait until i know u might be done, you are there. i think that's why my eyesight is going bad..

Also, taking up the whole bench and rubbing ur bare ass all over most the bench isn't too hygenic. You are about half my size and still you need 1/2 the bench to get dress. People are willing to give u that much room maybe thats why you do go naked, which brings me back too please put a towel on. Just letting u know, we all have one.. you're not the only one.

So in conclusion, could u please put the mouse away..I have my own to look at. Thank you Kindly.. douche bag. :D

sincerely,

the Man who don't want to see that 5 times a week.

P.S. thought bubble for the day "Do people not have any kind of decency anymore?"(i fall into that category sometimes :D but not like above.. eww)

hrmmm..

they made FLASH way back when(when it was still called macromedia FLASH) a lot easier than adobe Pro FLASH...Damn actionscript 3.0.. or maybe its just me not understanding it hahaha.. well the solution i had in mind didn't work.. but i did do something to make it work.. hoping i can make it work til the end.. almost done.. hopefully i'll be done this weekend...

and No doodle today.. not really in the mood..

Thought Bubble of the day "does a Hypocrite know he/she is being hypocritical? or are their ego/pride so big that they just can't see it?"

so tired..

(doodle of the day.. the SUN.. so freaking hot here..)

was busy trying to figure out what i can do with the problem i came across revamping the website.. but didn't really realize until after i was done last night.. i think sometimes i really do need to just step away to figure things out.. I have a solution in mind but i just don't know if it's plausible.. hopefully it is and that is why i can't wait to get home.. to implement it.. :D

Also took a break last night to visit my boy and his family... his little kid is round and she's funny as heck.. she just attacks and with her 8 teeth it kind of stings ahahhahaha but she didn't bite me.. i think she knew i'd bite back ahahaha.. and she's almost 1...sigh how time flies.. and yet this day can't end any faster..

Thought Bubble of the Day "It's FREAKING Hot!!"

figuring things out..

(pic of me sitting on the world.. my doodle for the day..)

I've been told how to live my life.. by countless of people.."you should do this" "buy this instead of that" "Why are you like that?", etcetera, etc.

Even co-workers tell me they go through the same ish i do..and i've been trying to figure out why..

So today, as my co-worker tells me how his weekend went.. and how people are telling him to act a certain way, i sort of had an epiphany..well not really but just a thought came into my mind..If people minded their own business more..and just let people live.. this world would be a better place..hahaha in my opinion :D...

It's not that we don't welcome the advice but don't be pushy about it..but there are things you can't cure like stupid.. You just CAN NOT cure stupid.. So my mantra today is.. "i don't have a problem.. it's the world that has problem", nuff said.

stuck..

am stuck with how to make this happen.. damn revamping the website and trying to figure out what i am stuck on gosh darn it..

...well...

I've told myself.. i wouldn't get into this blogging.. thing.. but why the heck not?? hehehe..

So here i go.. boldly going where everybody else has gone before.. a little late.. oh well...

You will get to see the thought processes and maybe(prolly mostly) Designs on what's going into my store. This is really for my Pillowbrand store...

Just another thing for me to promote who I am. Been neglecting myself as of late.. and so i start on this venture.. and with that.. the first thought bubble has been posted...